AY CARUMBA!

xemotionalessx @ 2003-12-08T17:12:00

2003-12-08T22:13:55Z

Well, today was boring. Ryan wasn't at school it was boring.

I was supposed to go to polar bear, but didn't.

G'day.

xemotionalessx @ 2003-12-07T17:23:00

2003-12-07T22:31:14Z

Wow, I really have not updated this in a longgggg time. So, here I GOOOOO.

Update: Ryan never went out with Suzie. *shrugs*

Anyway, I'm actually good friends with Ryan now. Who would have thought it? I never thought it would actually happen, and it DID. Wow. It all happened pretty fast, but meh, I'm not complaining.
Ryan's not going to be at school tomorrow. That makes me a sad panda. He said he was going to miss me though. :) Of course, I'll miss him. DURR.
Ah, I wish it would snow. Snow is so super sweet. It's Indiana in December... it's supposed to be snowing.
Well, since I'm eating, I'm going to go now.
Cheers,
Jacinda

xemotionalessx @ 2003-10-31T16:28:00

2003-10-31T21:30:29Z

Haven't written for a while. I started Driver's ED this week, wow, it's dumb. Ryan goes out with Suzie now. I work all the time. I barely sleep. I barely eat. This week has been bad, good day.

xemotionalessx @ 2003-10-09T16:27:00

2003-10-09T21:37:04Z

Wow, I haven't written in this thing for a while. Well, a lot of people suddenly found out about how I like Stephen. [Ah, so hot. xD] I only told three people and er, two of them told him. Not that I care, but he was the one that told everyone. It's kinda weird really. I doubt he was bragging about it though. I know if I liked me I would stay far away. *shrugs* But yeah, I like him a lot. lol. Earlier in spanish, Nick was all "Why don't you talk to Draper anymore, I thought you thought he was hot." So I was all "Well, let's see. I've only talked to him, what? Once? Yes, and what do you mean 'thought'? I still DO think he's hot. *laughs*" He said he was going to try to get me "the hookup". I think that's weird. Why would Nick want to do something that's actually nice for me? I'm not exactly the nicest person to him. Ah well. I'm going to go now. Later, lameass.

xemotionalessx @ 2003-09-14T12:33:00

2003-09-14T17:40:54Z

Oh yeah, Reid didn't committ suicide. Just thought I'd tell you all that. I haven't updated in a while. :/

Anyways.
I went to the Homecoming Dance and hung out with Danny, Elena, and drunken Ben the whole time. How fun. Actually, yeah, that's not sarcastic. It was fun. lol. Ryan was there. xD He was all hottttt. Like always, mofo. He [and all the other kids in band] came later because of their competition earlier. lol. I danced with Danny and Ben. Ahha. Wow. Well, I'm going to go now. Later, chump change.

xemotionalessx @ 2003-09-07T15:34:00

2003-09-07T20:43:41Z

Oh man. I feel really bad right now. There was this kid in my spanish class that we always made fun of, it was all in good fun, and I thought he knew that. Well, he was found dead this morning. I feel like I'm one of the main causes. The kid liked me a whole lot, and I made fun of him all the time. :/ Crap.

I got a Saves the Day CD earlier. *shrugs*

xemotionalessx @ 2003-09-07T11:34:00

2003-09-07T16:42:47Z

How about I update this when I actually have something to talk about. o_O

xemotionalessx @ 2003-08-31T21:14:00

2003-09-01T02:16:29Z

Yay! My LJ rocks anus again!

Note: Me and Steph are technically related. HOW COOL IS THAT? She said her last name was O'Connor before it got changed, it's her dad's last name. And it's my mum's last name, and used to be mine before it got changed. THIS IS AWESOME!

xemotionalessx @ 2003-08-31T17:10:00

2003-08-31T22:13:13Z

WHOO, I'M MAKING UPDATES!

xemotionalessx @ 2003-08-23T21:48:00

2003-08-24T02:53:19Z

>1. Good Charlotte -or- Wakefield?: Good Charlotte, but only first CD.
2. Blink 182 -or- Box Car Racer?: Blink-182
3. Simple Plan -or- Sugarcult?: Sugarcult
4. New Found Glory -or- Sum 41?: New Found Glory
5. Goldfinger -or- Green Day?: Green Day
6. Rancid -or- Nofx?: I really don't like either, anymore.
7. The Clash -or- the Sex Pistols?: Sex Pistols
8. The Used -or- Rufio?: RUFIOOOOO
9. All American Rejects -or- Riddlin' Kids?: All American Rejects, I guess
10. MxPx -or- Fenix tx?: MxPx
11. Something Corporate -or- The Starting Line?: The Starting Line
12. Saves the Day -or- Taking Back Sunday?: Such a HARD question. Seriously. I PICK BOTH.
13. Pennywise -or- Bad Religion? Pennywise
14. Nirvana -or- Foo Fighters?: WHAZAAAT. Nirvana.
15. h2o -or- Homegrown?: Uh..
16. Alkaline Trio -or- afi?: AFI
17. Bowling for Soup -or- Auto Pilot Off?: I like them both, but Auto Pilot Off.
18. Dropkick Murphys -or- Dead Kennedys?: Dropkick Murphys.
19. The Distillers -or- the Eyeliners?: The Distillers
20. Live on Release -or- Tuuli?: I don't know who they are
21. Dashboard Confessional -or- Unwritten Law?: Dashboard Confessional, even though they're new CD upsets me.
22. Jimmy Eat World -or- Less Than Jake?: Less Than Jake
23. Screeching weasel -or- the Queers?: Screeching Weasel
24. the Donnas -or- the Ramones?: ...I am dumbfounded at this question. THE RAMONES, YOU TARDS.
25. Finch -or- Glassjaw?: Glassjaw
26. Slipknot -or- Stone Sour?: Stone Sour

xemotionalessx @ 2003-08-23T21:14:00

2003-08-24T02:30:59Z

Hm... I haven't updated in a while. My life's had it's poopy moments this week. That's for sure. Well, Ryan hasn't sat at my lunch table since the first day of school. He eats in the other cafeteria now, which was probably a good idea on his part. I see him a lot now, it's kinda creepy. I have mixed emotions about it. o_O My heart sinks and my stomach jumps. :/ Yes, I'm weird. Fran asked me what I like about him last night. I actually came up with "sweet" reasons as to why I do, having never talked to him before. I'm strange. I made them off of observations, and uh, yea. Anyway. Alright, Reid Cambridge is being a pooper. The other day, I had to read out of the book and they called this dog ugly. I go "Aww, they called the dog ugly!" and he says "yeah, just like you." And started LAUGHING about it. I saw nothing funny, especially when I did nothing to him. Then, he tried to apologize. Right. I was talking about how me and Danny Spillman are angry yesterday because we can't play rugby because we don't weigh enough and I said that I was offended because Danny weighs 125. Reid goes "well, how much do you weigh?" I go "127." Then he says, "Really? It looks like you're REALLY skinny." :mrpout: Ah well. School's starting to freak me out a little bit. I'm terrified of doing bad. I'm not doing to well on my speech outline and it's due by the end of class tomorrow. This scares me. Alright. Soccer's been rough the past few days. We had to run 7 Swedish courses. They SUCK. But then, we were playing this game and I was playing really well. Now today, we had practice this morning and I didn't do so well. I need to play faster, I'm slow at the playing part. I take to long to get set up. That's bad. We play Anderson on Wednesday. Yay. No one on our team has any clue about how they play. Ah well. I went to Wal Mart earlier and I got "How to Start a Fire" by Further Seems Forever. It's pretty good. I wanted to get Guster, but they didn't have it. They also didn't have Bright Eyes, Seether, Placebo, The Ataris [first one], and a whole lot of others. -_- Bah. Okay, I'm done complaining now. Byeee.

xemotionalessx @ 2003-08-15T21:43:00

2003-08-16T03:04:38Z

Wellllll, today was the first day of school. It seemed really empty today, I don't know why, but it did. I know the freshman have their own wing and everything now, but God. Anyway, first in biology- full of wiggers and rejects. yay. Once again, fuck you, Mr. Bynum. Next isss, expository writing [a.k.a. english] Matt's in that class with me, so it's alright. This one girl said 'anal retentive' and I pooped. But, Mr. Selvy [my teacher] scared the piss out of me. He's all talking about how hard his class is and that he rarely gives out A's. Then, I foolishly volunteered and was sent to the front of the class and he asked me what the 'third person past perfect tense of "go"' was. I was like "uhhhh.." I finally figured it out though. YES, YOU TARDS. It is 'had gone'. Muwha. Alright, next is geometry. That class doesn't seem like it's going to be too hard. But Marcus, Tony, and Jim are in that class. x_x yay. Not. Moving on, is speech. That was probably the funnest class all day. Mr. Comiskey is a card, dude. He's frikkin' hilarious, and all called Jessica "Chuckles" because she kept laughing at everything. xD It was funny though. Thennn, I have lunch. YES. THE BEST PART OF MY DAY. I only knew around 7 people, but among those that sat at my table was Ryan. <33 It was so cool. He was so hot today, I almost pooped. ANYWAY, ;). Then, I had study hall. It was so effing boring. GOD. We had to stay in there for over an hour on account of the lunches. Cripes. Next, I had Drama. Mr. Colby was all like "number 1. I am not gay." AHHA. It was funny; he's a funny guy. Alright, lastttt I had Spanish. Mrs. Kuonen seems like a tard, but yea. I have Lacy and Lainey in my class, and the last class we had together, wow. lol. Then, Lainey said something about her "boyfriend" and Nick Becvar was all like "What??" and he was turned around not paying attention until she said that. But, I tried to be nice to him. I don't want to go being all mean to him so he can give me a bad report since he's friends with Ryan. Wow, that was lame. Well, anyway. I've got a scrimmage tomorrow forrr soccer. Yay! It should be pretty fun though. Then, on Monday we have to wear one of our jerseys to school. x_x That sucks because those jerseys are like one size fits none. Bah. Well, that's enough for one day.

Cheers.

xemotionalessx @ 2003-08-13T00:29:00

2003-08-13T05:31:39Z

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You Are Edward From "Edward Scissorhands."

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xemotionalessx @ 2003-08-12T23:45:00

2003-08-13T04:53:07Z

Agh. Well, I'm trying to rid my computer of that virus that's been infecting the Windows XP computers of the world. I've only had it for like a day, I think, and I got rid of it. :D I'm proud. I think my mom should give me a bonus. I'm the one that always fixes the computer. Yes, this is already after I am the self-proclaimed smartest person in the household. But hey, what can I say? xD Well, school starts on Friday. I still think that's a little weird, but oh well. There's nothing I can do about it. You know, I was excited about school starting since the last day of school last year. Now, I'm having my doubts. :/ WHAT IF I DON'T SEE HIM? I swear, I'll cry. But then, what if we have classes together? I'll have to keep myself from peeing my pants. Now, I sound like a fan girl. Yeap. This is fun.
Wow, I have one demented family. My mom just got out of bed came in here, and then went in the kitchen. She then came out of it complaining about how it was a waste because she thought she saw a sandwich in the kitchen. That frightens me. But it's still funny. xD Muwhahahaha. Well, I'm going to go now.

Cheers.

Got this from Sarah's LJ

2003-08-11T02:39:00Z

10 bands you've been listening alot lately:
• Dashboard Confessional
• Further Seems Forever
• Placebo
• Taking Back Sunday
• Rufio
• New Found Glory
• Hot Hot Heat
• Saves the Day
• The Ataris
• AFI

//09 things you look forward to:
• First day of school
• First soccer game
• Talking to Ryan... maybe.
• SEEING WEEZER. If that ever happens.
• Getting a life
• having sex
• The day I meet Sarah, next summer. :D
• Listening to Placebo in a second
• Watching Jackass

//8 things you like to wear:
• My Rufio shirt
• Free shirts
• Dickies, they actually fit me. :D
• My Further Seems Forever Shirt
• my shoes
• My BOOKBAG. YEA.

//07 things that annoy you:
• Poseurs
• Good Charlotte
• Tards
• My sister
• My dad
• People you don't know that IM you and go "who is this?".
• Most people, in general.

//06 things you say most everyday:
• Fuck
• SHUT UP
• Shit
• Ow
• I'm hungry
• You see this face? This is the face of someone who doesn't care. Okay, I don't actually say that everyday.

//05 things you do everyday:
• Listen to music
• Go online
• Eat
• Look at uh, pictures. xD
• Talk to Steph.

//04 people you want to spend more time with:
• Um,
• I
• Don't
• Know

//03 movies you could watch over and over again:
• LOTR
• Goldmember
• Detroit Rock City

//02 of your favorite songs at the moment:
I'm changing the question to, "2 songs you really enjoy listening to at the moment:"
• "Again I Go Unnoticed"- Dashboard Confessional
• "Pure Morning"- Placebo

//01 person you would spend the rest of your life with:
• Um. :/ I don't know right now.

xemotionalessx @ 2003-08-09T21:16:00

2003-08-10T04:17:28Z

Dude. Colin Farrell's been getting on my nerves lately. He's an asshole. Well, actually he's

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xemotionalessx @ 2003-08-08T17:19:00

2003-08-08T22:24:49Z

Ah. It's been a long week. I've had two-a-day practices this week for soccer. We get a weekend off though, thank God. On Monday's our last one.

I got my schedule yesterday. All I have to say is Mr. Bynum [my chemsitry teacher last year] is a fucking asshole. He didn't put me in XL biology this year, and people who are dumber than I am in that class got in. That's not fair. I feel stupid for not being in it. :(

Well, school starts one week from today, I'm excited though.

xemotionalessx @ 2003-08-04T23:51:00

2003-08-05T04:53:15Z

Well, Nikita started talking to me about Ryan and band camp today. =) She showed me some er, more recent pictures of him and he's growing his hair out again. xD Other than that, I don't have much to say.

Cheers

xemotionalessx @ 2003-08-03T17:56:00

2003-08-03T22:57:07Z

Your SLC Punk! soul mate is Brandy! You're a
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Wow, it looks like I'm a lesbian now! *gasp* xP

xemotionalessx @ 2003-08-03T17:47:00

2003-08-03T22:48:29Z

Wow, I am really bored.

xemotionalessx @ 2003-08-02T18:26:00

2003-08-02T23:32:05Z

Sooo far today I've watched Detroit Rock City [great movie. xD], watched a soccer game, re-did the pictures on the walls of my room, and then I finally got online. Yay.

Last night, me and Sarah kept looking at all kinds of fan listings, just for the codes. xD We never joined any, just stole the codes for AIM. They had fanlistings for everything. It was quite cool. Yesterday, I was looking for 3 hours for a Lock, Shock, and Barrell shirt. x_x I still didn't find one though, THAT'S HORSE SHIT. I know they make them, Billy has one. :)

There were some interesting things that passed in front of my eyes last night, but I will choose not to talk about it. I don't want people getting catty with me. x_x Ack.

Well, I'm going to go now. Byeeee.

xemotionalessx @ 2003-07-26T20:42:00

2003-07-27T01:46:35Z

*sneezes* Wow, I've been sneezing a lot lately. I don't even know why. I also have a mosquito bite on my elbow and it keeps itching. I'm dirty, my hair is greasy and the skin on my forehead looks weird. :P I need to find some more quizzes. :D

xemotionalessx @ 2003-07-26T15:36:00

2003-07-26T20:49:52Z

I went and saw "Finding Nemo" yesterday. It was a pretty good movie all around. I don't see what all the hype about it was about, but it was pretty good. Then we went and renting "Knockaround Guys" and "The Hot Chick". "Knockaround Guys" is one of the best movies I've seen in a while. I dunno why, but it is. Seth Green dies though. ;( "The Hot Chick" was an okay movie, but it hardly showed what the guy did in the girl's body at all. Meh. Well, I'm going now. Later.

xemotionalessx @ 2003-07-21T23:31:00

2003-07-22T04:46:15Z

Well, I'm getting annoyed by some people. *coughs* They practically brag about cutting and how they want to commit suicide. I guess it's "cool" to be depressed and upset, and to have a bad life. What the hell is with people? If you have a nice life, but don't get whatever you want- BE HAPPY. You don't need to be spoiled to have a nice life. There are loads of people worse off than you out there. Stupid fuckers.
Anyway, I was talking to Steph earlier. She doesn't have leukemia. *Thank God* I don't know what I would have done if the tests came back positive. :( Steph, you're a really good friend and I don't know what I'd do if I knew that you weren't alright. :/ I love you, kid.
Well, I'm off to bed because I have camp at 8:30 a.m. tomorrow! I'm going to Putt-Putt afterward! Whoo! Later weirdos.
<--Hottest picture of Billy ever taken xDD

xemotionalessx @ 2003-07-17T22:10:00

2003-07-18T03:10:37Z

WHOO! I finally got the pictures from Warped Tour! Most of them are of Simple Plan, but one if of The Used and one is of Rancid I think. I dunno, my brother took them. *shrugs*